December 16, 2013
Ok, so this week was a little
tough.
We found this awesome lady at the
bus stop a couple days back and we started to teach her. Our fist lesson went
really well. We taught her about the restoration and the book of Mormon. She
was super open and accepted everything we told her. We asked her to pray about
the book of Mormon and the church. We also extended a baptismal date for the
28th. She totally accepted! That was awesome.
I was really excited to go back and
teach her the next day, and our lesson started off really well. Her husband
died a few years back and she´s been pretty sad about that. So, we taught a
little bit about the plan of salvation. Eventually we asked her about the book
of Mormon and if she had received an answer. She told us that she knew that the
book of Mormon was true! I was so happy! We asked her if she was excited for
baptism. This is where our week got hard. She said that she knew the BOM was
true, but she didn´t want to be baptized. I couldn´t believe it. Here this
woman had a testimony of the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon, but she
didn´t want to be baptized. Basically, she knew that the Church is true, but
didn´t want any part of it. She gave us back her book of Mormon and asked us to
never come back. I honestly don´t know what happened.
Well, I was struggling with this
idea, that someone could reject the gospel after knowing it was true. I was kind
of having a struggle with my faith. I´ve always had this idea that once someone
gains a testimony of the Book of Mormon that they´ll want to be baptized. I
really couldn´t see how this had happened. I had done everything right, we
taught the lesson with the spirit, she gained a testimony, but she didn´t want
any part of the church.
But, during personal scripture study
I came across a scripture that really helped me. It´s in Mosiah 23:21 and it
talks about the Lord trying the patience and faith of his people. Here, these
people were doing everything that they were supposed to, living righteous
lives, but they still had burdens and struggles. This scripture helped me
realize that even when we do the right things, when we live righteous lives,
we´re still going to have struggles and hard times. We just need to have
patience and faith that the Lord knows what we need.
I´m still really sad for that lady,
but I know that I did everything that I could. And from this experience, I
think that my faith is stronger. Sometimes it really sucks having to grow and
learn more. Trials are the worst, but once we´re on the other side of them, I
think that they make more sense. They still suck though, haha.
The rest of my week was pretty
great. We had a ward Christmas party that was pretty fun. I got to play the
violin too. Not my favorite instrument, but it was neat to play Brasilian
Christmas music. One song was by this guy named Roberto Carlos. I liked it. Foi
legal:)
Also, we had a bunch of
investigators at church. That always makes me super happy, because the Chapel
is a great place to feel the Spirit. Church is the best.
Well, I hope that you all have a
fantastic week! I know that I will:)
Eu amo voces!
Sister Whitney
We
found this snake walking home one night. I´m pretty sure that it wasn´t
dangerous. The Elder in the picture is Elder Castro. He is one of our Zone
Leaders.
(Isn't she so pretty! Looks like it pretty humid even later in the evening and she is so skinny! Must be all the hills she's been hiking! Sweet hipster glasses Elder!)
One
of the ways I am learning Portuguese. The yellow ones are verbs and the blue
are words I don´t know. It´s actually super helpful. (I'm glad its helpful to her because it's Greek to me! hahaha)
Dear Sweet Sister Lauren... I'm sorry you've had a tough week, but remember how valuable our free agency is. A war in heaven was fought over it. And sometimes it sucks. I'm sure my parents wanted to more than shake me a few times. I know I'd like to have done the same to my kids. You never know what seeds you've planted. Hang in there.
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